kesinambugan blog,,the result is.........

i MADE IT!! haha sukanya sukanya sukanya!! fuuhh.....gyle lega lpas pass road test. sblm nak test tu, nervous tuhan saja yg tahu. haha ;DDD but now dah habis semua. setel. finish. and now me already got my complete driving license. credit to kamalia binti kamarudin!!
after this i can get ready to drive..haha.really2 suke.pas ni xde istilah driver rasmi lg dalam kamus hidop aku.ermmmmm.
:DDDD

love liyalazara;)))

DEAR..please help me :'(

LESEN P..BODOSSS.aku de lesen L pon jd la.nak pakse2 aku ambek P..
adoyaii wa kalau tengok P je terus nerves lorhhhhh.boleyh wat pengsan 2.abang jpj 2 dah lah hensem + gatal!!! masok kali je en dah 4 kali aku ambek P.berabis duet tok test ni je..
(oppss i use my own money ok,not my parents money,sbb nyer ayah n mami saje je tak nak bayar kan sbb dah 4 kali lorhh..pembaziran yg terlampau.)
takutnya nak amek jpj test AGAIN esk! tomorrow 23/march. ya allah! cuaknyaa. sblm ni tak cuak plak but arini terlebih cuak. :( :( :( takut!! mcm mana klu dpt jpj tak best lagi? mcm mana klu xdpt kawal stereng lagi? mcm mana klu termakan jln lagi? mcm mana kalau abg jpj 2 pegang tangan aku lagi??mcm mana klu termati enjin?? tu benda yg paliiiiing aku takut. ya allah! tolong la hamba mu ni :'( hilangkanlah rasa gementar dlm diriku ini. LIYA.....igt!lala cakap before start drive buat perkara penting tu dulu. 1. tempat duduk 2. cermin blakang & sisi 3. tali pinggang 4. free gear 5. lampu isyarat 6. lampu hazard 7. wiper 8. hon. LIYA...please please please do well on this jpj test tomorrow :)

INGAT! BILA NAK PUSINGKAN KERETA JANGAN TEKAN MINYAK , LEPAS KAN CLUTCH PLAHAN2 THEN CONTROL THE BREK. LEPASKAN BREK SUPAYA KERETA BOLE JLN SIKIT2.

SCARED yaya.

RELIEVED..

org kate idop xkan aman klu penuh dgn keBENCIan. aku xnk mati dgn hati penuh dgn benci. benci mmg benci sgt sgt. saket sgt tp tipu la klu aku ckp aku xsyg because im the one who give you support when you were down. about ur family. about ur study. im the one who defence you when peoples talked bad things about you. dah lupe ke?? and aku lah org yg sggup terima sume baik buruk buruk ko. ramai org kate buruk pasal ko. but i just ignore them. aku xtau nape aku buta ngn sume tu. mgkin sbb sayang. entah la. ko ckp ko bkn lelaki 'mcm tu' but now??! im believe on you. mmg ssh nak lupakan org yg penah kita syg. susah sgt. betul2 susah. tapi kalau ko bole lupakan aku, nape aku xbole lupekan ko kan kann. aku dah xlarat idop dgn memBENCI org. ckup la. ramai lg lelaki kat luar tue and org tu bknlah ko.aku arap ko bahagia and org tue dpt syg ko mcm aku sygkan ko dulu. AND ONE MORE aku arap ko xkan contact aku lg sbb aku dah try tuk lupakan ko.please la.jangan contact aku lagi adoyaiii..aku dah lpe kan ko dah pon jgn buat aku terkenang dan teringat lagi kat ko..aku sangat bahagie dengan kehidupan aku skrang tanpe ko.dan aku sangat suke+hepi+bebas dengan diri kuh.akhirnya.;)))

WIF FULL OF FORGIVENESS.

pagi yang malang!!

argh! kepala aku memang serius sakit pagi tadi. tak pernah sakit macam tue. plus sakit gigi and plus ulser jugak. argh! then dalam pukul 5.49am aku bangun terus pergi dapur cari apa2 ubat yang patut. the i found uphamol 650. tak kesah la ubat apa. amek then terus makan. fikir kat kepala otak nak reda sakit kepala tu je :'(
migrain? takkk. dalam seumur hidup aku, aku tak pernah ada migrain. even family aku pun tak pernah ada penyakit yang macam tue.
sakit yang macam nak pecah kepala tue. seriously sakit. tak tau nak describe macam mana sakit tue. konon macam bawang merah yang dah dikupas ready nak ditumbuk guna lesung tue. and cuba bayangkan yang bawang tu kepala korang. sakit sangat.



liya..

sometimes we have to be in silent ;))

Sometimes, we can't really saying things to our loved ones. Coz it might hurting him. So, I'm just end up to kept in silent, neither have to yelling or even talking. I'm a bit disappointed but to seeing happy and free is better than I'm happy and satisfied but his suffering from what I did. I don't want to be like his past, it just that I want to be the best that he had. I'm just love him, I don't want him to be cheating on me or secret anything from me. I just want him to be felt like he's comfort with me and freely to saying anything. I'm hoping that I'm not gonna be like a 'queen' anymore maybe it's like what he imagined about. I just have to learn more to keep in silent :)