I don't think I will have friends who is very helpful and gave a lot of advice to me. Thank you very much :) And after what happened I would still wait because I know God will help His servants, be strong yaya. Especially in this holy month of Ramadhan, I'm only able to patient and pray. I knew I had made a mistake that cannot be forgive. Not my intention to offend you but with a sincere heart and I compile my ten fingers, I ask forgiveness from you. I may not be perfect but you complete me. Many friends speak to my spirit not to give up easily because if we truly love someone, there would be he will come back to us. And I will wait for him to come with an open heart.