sometimes we have to be in silent ;))

Sometimes, we can't really saying things to our loved ones. Coz it might hurting him. So, I'm just end up to kept in silent, neither have to yelling or even talking. I'm a bit disappointed but to seeing happy and free is better than I'm happy and satisfied but his suffering from what I did. I don't want to be like his past, it just that I want to be the best that he had. I'm just love him, I don't want him to be cheating on me or secret anything from me. I just want him to be felt like he's comfort with me and freely to saying anything. I'm hoping that I'm not gonna be like a 'queen' anymore maybe it's like what he imagined about. I just have to learn more to keep in silent :)